Last one

I notified my friends the details as to why I have had to come to the decision of leaving Lineage behind. It's not just Lineage either, I had to make room in my life for other things that have a higher priority as most people do as they move on in life so a lot of things have had to recently change.

This saddens me but it is best for my family and myself that I do the things I have to do so please know that I am doing this because of good changes in my life and the opportunities that have opened up will help to change our lives for the better. I truly wish I had time for everything I love but I simply cannot afford time to everything so I had to cut a lot out.

To those of you who have known me for years you have my email address and phone numbers so please stay in touch as I will do my best to stay in touch with you as well.

I wanted to thank some people for the support and friendship they have so graciously given me throughout the years. I will use half names just to protect the privacy of others.

Felic- Thanks for everything, I feel you are my long lost sister and I know what you are going through first hand. Always keep hope alive because that is the cure. You have helped me in so many ways that you do not even know and I thank you for that. I know you always do the best in everything you do and you have such a big heart so I know you will always be well. Thanks.

Er.- When I looked through this blog I remembered how much you helped me through the toughest parts of my life. You helped me endure and you were always there to listen to the million words I had to say. You gave me advice that helped me get better mentally and physically so that I could move beyond the tradgedy that was happening at that time. Thanks for that and thanks for being a friend.

Jess- If you are out there somewhere, you and I went through a hard time together, we lost a friend... or more like a brother/father and you helped me get throught that. You are such a sweet sweet woman and so very strong. Please stay that way always and thank you for all you have done.

Tony- I am so happy at where you are now. I know life is hard I am living proof and have always felt your pain as much as I've felt mine. You will always remain in my prayers and thoughts. Please stay well and live every second in thanks and always pray for a brighter future.

Jarrod- Thanks for what you do and thanks for who you are. I tried my best but I could not work with what was available. I hope you always endure and always know that we are all so very thankful for the sacrifices you make for us. I wish I could be side by side with all of you but the doctors say I cant so what can I do? Lol. I am always there with all of you in heart though and you all are in my prayers.

Beth,Robyn,Devyn- Beth, you have two wonderful sons you should be proud, I could only hope to have children as wonderful as yours and be as strong a mother as you one day. Robyn, when the time comes let me know and I'll give you alll the help I can :). Devyn, be strong and be safe. Thanks for everything you do.

Rob and Josh- You two have been my closest friends in game and I am so very proud of both of you. You already know how much you have meant to me and I will always try my best to keep in touch with you guys. Thanks for everything!

Scott and Amy- Scott, you gave me motivation to do what I am trying to do now so you are a big part of why I am chasing my dreams now. Thanks for all the long talks, all the motivational speeches and all the advice you have given me, I will always remember you and maybe one day I can buy you and Amy plane tickets to see my graduation :). Scott, stay strong and keep faith. I wish I could take away your pain. I believe in you though and know you will be a stronger person. Thank you two for everything.

Tony, Red- I miss you so much. Without you and my husband and family I would not have made it through that time, I truly feel you all saved my life and I wish I could let you know how much you mean to me and how much of a mentor you were to me. I pray that you rest in peace and can hear my prayers and know I am truly sorry and thankful for you at the same time. I will always miss you so so very much.

Everyone I have missed please be well and take care of yourselves. Some of you have been in my life for over half a decade while some I just met though all of you have in some way,shape or form been there for me and I thank you for that. Please stay in touch, most of you already know how and if not just contact one of the people I've mentioned and they should be able to give you my contact information.

I do not know if Rich will truly continue playing or not. I feel that when he left the game 6 years ago that he already left it for good. He promised he would stick around for me but we will see about that :/

Take care all! It has been a wonderful 6 years and I loved most every minute of it :) Be well always and take care of yourselves!

Sarah

Update :D

Okay, so it seems I havent updated this thing in over a year and a half. I stopped playing Lineage as much so did not have as much stuff to post and also somebody started to mis-use the chat bar so I decided it wasnt worth the time. I'll try to post but it will most likely be slow at first and hopefully will take off later.

For those of you who do not know me I'm Sarah. I primarily play on Ken Server and my main is a mage but recently I've been leveling a knight and playing a de to pass the time. I'm in the SilentForce BP, yes the old Silent BP from years ago. They have a lot of great people and the BP seems to be growing every day.

A big thing I have is the want to help people. It seems anybody can ask for help and I'll go out of my way to provide it. One thing I dislike most is people who whine and people who just have no inkling of intelligence about them. The best thing about people like that is they have unfruitful lives and most likely sit in a room all by them selves for 99% of their life. It's sad but there are a few people out there who live  vicariously through a screen name.

A lot of people know me by the http://www.lineage.com/ forums by SarahJane. Yes I'm the talkative one who is always trying to keep conversation going. The forums have been dying off for a long time now and I tried to make a it a personal goal of mine to liven things up and try to get more people to post. The atmosphere about half a year ago on the forums was horrible. People just complained and flamed each other but slowly the bad apples have gotten themselves banned or warned enough to stop that type of posting. You'll see certain people who used to have a bad attitude tone it down now and I'd like to believe that it is because they see that type of attitude is unneeded or unwanted. There are still many problems like low posting which is sad because there are so many good people and voices that should be heard. A lot of the great people who used to post there do not post anymore... I do not think they even have open accounts sadly. The forums are filled with a bunch of people who post one-liners and certain people just whine.

I use a lot of forums and am big about forum community involvement. I use Mustang/Ford/Mach 1 forums, fire arms forums, medical, Air Force/Military etc. The Lineage Forum by far has the lowest amount of activity. I know for a fact from the emails and letters I get from people I've been a positive influence on the Lineage community and am happy to have changed it for the good, even if only  little. But, with my busy life I do not have time to constantly have to reiterate and explain to the dumb ones what I mean or that I'm not picking on them. It seems anybody with a lick of intelligence do not need an explanation while some people think every single thing said hastily or seemingly "mean" is about them. I decided to take a break from that one forum for now and spend some time blogging and of course doing my rounds on the other forums I take part in.

If anybody needs to contact me just email me and some of you have my phone number so you can call. I think I sent out my newest phone number to the ones who have it. I'm going to be away from the forums for awhile... kind of want to see what happens lol. There are a couple very childish people there and I'm positive they have made comments knowing I wouldnt see them or care to... and that is exactly what I mean by no intelligence lol. I'll post pics and stuff later. Take care all and to my friends... Luv ya! :D

Sorry so long QQ

Sorry guys about not posting for like a week. I got sick and on top of that work has been crazy busy. It always gets busy on our base when the holidays roll around, lotsa people on leave, loose ends to tie up and busy work to do. I'll try to be a bit more persistant from now on.

I'll just post a quick pic of some of the cool things I've seen for sale in GTV over the years. This is just a small sample of course... just something to amuse you guys :P I swear I'll have some good stuff soon when life calms down a bit. Barely get to even log on anymore QQ

Event Part 1

Just a little pic of a set of golden punkins. This was my luckiest batch of the event thus far. 3 of the swords went +8 1 of the armors went +8, All the rest blew up! I hope everyone is having a great event and had lotsa lucks!

Omg spawn sucks so bad for event mops ;P

Those in my bloodpledge are probably tired of hearing me talking about Basilisks! I dont think they believed me when I said the basi were stalking me this whole event QQ

This is me for those of you who have never met or seen me. It's been awhile since I put a pic of me up so there ya go. I promise I'm going to post lineage stuffs... promise promise promise! Soon :P

Hiya

I've enabled commenting again with some rules of course :P Please keep the comments at a
pg-13 level. There may be younger people comming here so let's keep it clean ^^ Thank you!

I will post this Sunday a bunch of pics and such to get you guys caught up. Again thank you for checking me out and I promise to make it worthwhile soon enough ^^ Take care and have a great weekend.

I'm back!!!

Wow! I remembered my password to log in lol. I think it has been well over a year or two since I last posted anything. I've recieved emails from friends and dissappointed "fans" and I apologize. I didnt realize you guys wanted to read about my boring life so much :P I'm very flattered so thank you! I promise to post again and keep it current from now on.

I guess the last post explains a little bit. I left lineage for quite some time due to personal issues with my health and in game issues with friends. I came back a little while ago and since then things have been great. I recently went under the knife again and this time the surgery worked and I feel 100% better and I couldnt ask for more. I'm still married to the bestest husband in the world (sorry girls he's mine ;P), healing very nicely... everything is great! In game I am with a great blood pledge, ResolutionRings on Ken server, with some great people in it. You guys can hit me up when I'm on my characters VanityBelle or SkyAria.

I have TONS of pictures of me and Lineage screen shots to post so I'll get to work on those this weekend for you guys. Again thanks for checking out my bloggy and I hope you are entertained! Lata!

Hello

Alot of you know I've been gone for awhile, since January time frame. I recently came back because of an account error on NC soft's part. It seems they took money out without me wanting them to so I thought why not log on and say hi to old friends.

 Take care all and God bless.

Bleh

Only thing to post tonight is Sk8 is one step closer to wearing a neato black suit of armor. I'm very proud of him. I just wish I couldve been on more so I couldve helped him level. But a few people were very very happy to take my place.

Again congratz Eric hope I can be around more this time around but you know that's probably another empty promise :P thanks for the patience.

Still dissapointed about ken server, I log on and low and behold more talk about lesbianism and more talk that isnt suitable for some people to be reading was all over global. It's lame but in the same sense offensive. Anyway. Tc all God bless and enjoy the holidays, dont let it stress ya out ^^

Back from a vacation

Well, tonight I came back from my short(1month) vacation due to real life events. And I'm 75% glad to be back and 25% disgusted... ya thats the right word lol.

I wanna thank Eric, he emailed me like 50 times and sent me pm's checking on me and I'm grateful. The rest of the people were too busy leeching off his kindness :/ He is too sweet a guy to say no sometimes and now I have to protect him from the succubuss' of ken server. And yes I know he is a very strong person, but that strength is rivaled only by his caring kindness and I think people see that and use that. Shame on you!

For those of you on DEP/LOA if you want to see a poor display of human ethics and moral come to ken server and watch global. It's like a dating service gone wrong. If your into that kinda thing then thank me laters :P

Anyhow, anytime you see me just say hi or say a-s and I'll give ya a boost ^^ Glad to be back I need to get away from the reality scene for a bit ^^. Tc all and hope to see you in game. God bless.

Pic is thanks to Erics help. You rock as always. Finally got A-S and I beat some stupid guy to it too lol. No names tho because his name is too beneath me to say :D Tc all.

Omg a post again!

The +6orc bow was awesome lol!
Augustus rockin out on my blog :P Ty for the compliment auggie you rox.
For you LOA/DEP people this is what happens on our global when people fight lol. They go to fire valley beach and do this all night long.
I really wish those skele boots were storable, they wgt so much! QQ
Thats what a baby Grim Reaper looks like, so when your messin with those "gnolls" just remember your playin with fire! :P

Hey looky

I just wanted to add a nice lil pic. This person is on Ken server and basically what I do is report people who are stupid enough to admit stuff like this. You'd be suprised how many people I have ss of admitting to cheating lol.

This person is telling me about a teleport hack they have and use. basically it allows them to type a location and bam they can go there, no btele no tele spell no rotc. It's a hack.

By the way this person is also kazzadurah on ken and a few other names. They tried to defend themselves by saying "...that was my little sister using those, but now I'm back and dont cheat."

What ev' hopefully nc does their job and you get an extended vacation.

Sad times

Well for those of you who do not check lineage.com, Capsturm is leaving the Lineage team. This could bode very badly for the future of Lineage in america. I wish cap well in his future and have enjoyed having that small spark of hope he gave to me. I'm kinda anxious to see what happens now. It's going to be hard for alot of us to say goodbye to Lineage if lineage is headed where it seems to be. Let's just hope for the best. Godbless all.

Hello

Well, I've decided it's best I take a very long break from Lineage. This was a decision in the making since about 3 months ago. I left all my friends in the game and isolated myself. My plan failed it's still not as easy to say bye. But I guess it's best because I dont have half a bp begging me to stay anymore. You can always email me at removed email addy. Ill check this blog occasionaly but will not be posting anything anymore. I wish you all well and God bless.

Recruiting

I'm recruiting for a new bloodpledge on ken server. Mail skyaria or sarahjane. Atm it's any level, class etc. Please no hackers, cheaters, account buyers etc. Any questions just post a comment and Ill answer asap. Thanks and good hunting, enjoy the event.

Event crazyness

Hi ya'll no pic atm but just a few thoughts. First day me and sk8 got 3 silver cloaks 3 or 4 ropc and a crap load of other items and enchant scrolls. It was fun but the thing about events like this is, it really does bring out the worst in people. Name calling, arguing, people leaving bloodpledges, mop stealing, drop stealing etc.

Today something happened that seriousely irked me. Two people, one a non-name noob and quicksilver on ken server were killing a demon, I walk around them and ignore them then the demon does its full screen attack and hits my summons (which were full btw) and two of them run to the demon. So I sit and watch a few moments while healing my summons (which were full btw) and I see the two people gulping down clears while chicken morphed etc. So I get up close to get my summons on defense mode/rest mode, nothing worked. So I then back off as to not steal their drops and bombard the demon with cone of colds until it died and it took over half my mp. Anyway, all the drops went to the two people and the rest fell to the ground because my summons were full. Opposed to a thanks for helping I get chewed out by the non named noob.
Cmon people calm the heck down. we have plenty of days left in this event quit being assholes k?

I'm seeing friendships go to hell because of a stupid event. It really is like watching elementary schoolers fight over toys. Oh and to those who like to top other people like when somebody is all happy they got a rosc and you wanna top them every time and say "oh thats nothing i got 25 million of those already" shut the f up please nobody cares. K all thanks and have a great event and please be friendly to people ^^